hey duckichulo back!!!

   im sorry ya'll for not updating my xanga for a while but i had mad shit to do...you know with my psat and shool work and shit like dat...you know how junior year is...lols..but whatever...

    heres a subject i wanna talk about that i think people always got problems with...ait here it goes...have you guys ever had a crush on someone? i know i have...but the thing is...how would you know if that person is interested in you like you are to her...how could you ever have the courage to walk up to them and tell them how you feel cuz your scared of rejection and you might lose the special friendship you and her might of had together...

    this gurl (i will not say her name for personal reaons) is the most wonderful gurl in the world...i call her my *perfect gurl* cuz she had everything thing that a guy would want....intelligence...funny...and the most cutest face in the whole world...yeah and a nice body...but then again...i just keep on wondering what would of happened....yea...thats the only thing i can do is wonder...but hey...think of it on the bright side...if i cant cant be happy...atleast she would be happy...thats good enough for me to see her smile...ill try get over it someday....

         oh yeah...thanks lizzy for talking this out with me....love you for that...

ducki here....just updating for these past few weeks...hmmms..where to start...ait...first of all i wanna say somthing to sofi...what the fuck is wrong with you!!!...i was just trying to say whats up and you say fucking shit about me and get angry all on me!!!...you think i wanted my comp to get fucked up? it took me about two weeks to get it fixed....everytime i was online you werent ...so why the fuck you gatta be bitching like that when you know that im always bussy anyways..i was gonna apologize for everythihng that didnt go well in New York...but damn after all that shit you said to me..now i know that you'r the one who makes me sick!!!...what? you gonna tell me to watch my mouth again? you can't!!!...it's my life ...and what??....

                    o0duckie0o

o0duckie0o

      what up!!! hahahas...wow..what a day today..9/11.lots of memories during that day...i dont even wanna think about it anymore..well today in schol we gonna have this like memorial thing we gonna do during 2nd and 3rd periode...its gonna be fun and interesting cuz im not gonna have a.p chem...ahahahahhaha!!! but whatever...

         im still trying to get used to the fact that my comp is fixed...hahha...i forgot how to use it but im getting there...lols

                                             ait...imma update you guys later tonight with other shit thats gonna happen today...

                                                        o0duckie0o

o0duckie0o back again!!!

         yeah...so a very crazy week so far... but nothing that  couldnt handle....lols..you guys know me...ima a crazy duckie...hehehs...

         wow!!..yeah it feels so god having a comp again...i thought i was getting a new one but this one is ok i guess...but whatever...but now i kinda forgot how to use the comp now...lols

          kays...erkk...i gatta get used the comp first before i can write about new shit in my life....lols...peace in the middle east!!!

                        o0Duckie0o